Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Please Crop Out My Big...

This is not my before picture, but I just had to write about having my family pictures taken. I hope this is the last time I have to tell the photographer that I am self-conscious about my body. I hope that I don't have to look through pictures again where my shirt is caught between my boobs and my belly. (Yuck!) I hope that next year I don't have to worry about how I'm holding my head so that I actually look like I have something of a neck. There is so much to worry about when getting a family picture taken when you're 150 pounds overweight!

On the other hand, I hope my family always snuggles in together like we did for this picture. I hope we always smile and enjoy being together. I hope my husband always looks at me the way he did yesterday--with pure love for his wife and the mother of his kids. I hope we all still laugh together and act crazy and pretend we're rock stars or like we're strutting the cat walk like a bunch of supermodels. I hope we never take ourselves too seriously and continue to grow in love for one another and for Jesus.

May this be the last year you hear me say, "Can you please crop out my big..." (You get the picture!)

Saturday, November 26, 2011

It's A New Day Dawning

After talking to Matt & Audrey about their weight loss success, I was more intrigued than ever about Medifast and Take Shape for Life. Yesterday I placed my first order. Today my order shipped. GULP.

On Sunday, December 4th, I will begin a new eating and weight loss journey. I thought it would be best to write about it all here. Because that's what I do. I write.

So...the first month of food is on order. My Christmas meals are planned and revolve around the "lean green" approach to eating. I told Dan's parents about it last night over dinner (all-you-can-eat-pancakes, I might add) and they gave me their full support and prayer, just like I expected they would. I was given a ham today as a generous gift, BUT--I can't have ham on the Take Shape For Life plan. So, I gave it away to someone who needed it more than me.

How am I feeling? I feel good. I feel ready. I feel hopeful. There is honestly no fear right now. Just peace. And I take that as a healthy sign from God.